[[ Stickman & Stickbabe ]]

we're just two simple stickpeople who :-
met,
clicked,
hitched,
till death do us part...


[[ All I want in 2007... ]]

Seeing loved ones happy
Mission trips
Have a cute baby
Learn bridal makeup
Speak Camb/Viet
Pay off our housing loan!


[[ Leaving? ]]

~C-Cup : cupcakes from heaven... (perfect 4 parties)
~My Bali Photo Blog
~Melonbabe (my female sibling)
~Angelia (a kid i tutored, who grew up!)
~WZB (a woman with an expensive rock)
~Get Blobbed... (splish splash plop blobbe)
~My Primary School Classmate
~My pescatarian recipe blog
~Simplicity - making a difference in Kenya
~A visually delightful blog of a stranger
~Another visual treat...
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
I've decided to re-evaluate my decision to leave my company at the end of the year. Thanks for talking to me, CS. We'll see if it all works out. Perhaps there's a better solution which will present itself at the end of the year. In a way, it's hard to leave this job that developed me more as a person, rather than my years as an... ahem... "acccchhoooooo"!!!

(What was it I was talking about?! Anyway...)

I'm reading Beauty for Ashes by Joyce Meyer, which I intend to give to a depressed friend tomorrow. The author is a woman who's suffered severe abuse and rejection of every sort from her childhood. These are some addictive behaviours identified from the book as a result of abuse. I'm certain I still have some of them. As do most of you out there.

1. Rage
2. Fear
3. Religious righteousness (or self-righteousness)
4. Joy fixation (frozen smile, never appearing to be angry)
5. Non-stop talking (remember my dear Ms Pokey?)
6. Detailing (this I definitely don't have and can't stand)
7. Unsettled mind (always trying to figure how to react)
8. Work
9. Owning and caring for too many pets
10. Being controlling (cannot submit emotion to logic or reason)
11. Caretaker (feel so worthless that they are addicted to helping others, people-pleasing and being nice to feel good)

I am not where I need to be; but thank God, I am not where I used to be.



stickbabe [ 9:48 PM ]